weird

funny (numerical) coincidences today. michelle wants to buy a laptop, and is willing to pay $800. i ask this guy how much he wants to sell his laptop, he wants exactly 800 for it. i wanna go for a walk, i tell myself 9:45. baha messages me at 9:45 and says he wants to go for a walk. i look at my bank account (i spent about $300 today out of sheer boredom.) and i have exactly $395.68 left. i look at ebay to see how much money it'll cost if i win all the auctions im bidding on: $395.68 . i just thought i'd share that.

Chubbs, subs and doms

Holly, on chubb security: "Lol, chubb. Its such an awful name for a company isnt it. They may as well have called it 'fatty-boomba'.

yeah, ignore that

i have sacrificed myself upon the altar of christine
only the altar was not responsive
i have returned empty handed
my efforts fruitless
rendered moot in a sea of lust and temptation
a sexy siren in the night she calls with one hand
and stabs with the other
shouting out in the dark i attempt to claw my way.
fighting and shoving, groping and biting
nothing but laughter and mocking song
enraged, i wish to ravage her to her core
find the light and make my place
the laughter echoes in my mind
i will not find peace. will not find home
her heaven and hell will remain untouched
even by the unworthy hands that reach out
if all ends well, she will come to me
call out for her christ
call out for the insanity
the pain the pleasure the laughter and tears
only then will time crash down upon our shores
cascading us with the dark and the light we were born to embrace
dancing in a sea of chaotic desire
and reclining in a bath of tranquil wholeness